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WalkingIt's half past midnightWalking by ~dikarya
He's outside, walking
A breeze, cold and soothing
Caressing his skin
Now everything's quiet
The voices stopped talking
He's taking a break
From the muss in his mind
A car's driving fast by
He should turn around soon
But everything's so nice
The night and the moon
And these few, brief, moments
So blessed and so placid
When he can think clearly
Without being bothered
Just reach a bit farther
And last a bit longer
For once almost happy
He'll walk a bit further

It's going to be fineTell me that everything's going to beIt's going to be fine by ~dikarya
Okay
I'm not going to believe you
And it's not going to make a difference
But I like hearing the lie spoken
By you
And perhaps
If it's repeated enough times
And we give it a little
Time
The lie will become a truth

ShatterSo carefully built upShatter by ~dikarya
By hand, brick for brick
But with holes in the pavement
And a fault to connect
Because we're broken and bruised
And drowning in our minds
I would share with you
But I fear you might shatter
I'd give you my hand
And help you up on your feet
But it's too slippery
You'd just fall down again
Please don't give me your heart
I won't treat you right
And a few more regrets
Is the last thing we need
Let me draw you a line
With my words, in your mind
Watch it grow, watch it bloom
A spark of hope for the doomed
As we fall down the stairs
And hear the sick cracks
Our bodies finally joining
The state our minds are at
Your smile is a

OutsideI'm not crazyOutside by ~dikarya
I've just gone
To a place, somewhere beyond
Where your hands can't reach me
Where your voice can't soothe me
Take away all my fears
My regrets
In the blink of an eye
Where the corruption
That's eating me up
Can roam freely
Demolishing everything you so carefully
Helped me construct
And the shadows consume me
Wash away anything
Everything
That I ever thought or felt
Now I stand here hollow
With no purpose, no intent
The flame has subdued
The storm has finally calmed
And I look back at you
So lonely and desolate
Left behind
For I departed to a place
Where you can't follow
I'm on the other side
And the world is growing dim
I can't